Friday, May 21, 2010

todayyy!

woooohoooo...
mommy n daddy so kind!
not just wants to buy me SLR, they also give me trip to hongkong n singapore!
wooohohoooo
(+ 2 nights in jakarta!) wawww!
they let me stay in jkt more longer because they no, that time would be last time i meet yk =(
anyway, thx mom! thx dad! =)
n let me to stay in 5* hotel in singapore with yk. wooohooo.

this afternoon, i made my own lady gaga bow using my hair!
so cute.
finally i could make it! haha.
after 3-4 times made it n failed! hihihi
but my hair is too short, so i can not make a big bow, just the little one. hehe

oiya, i asked yk to go candle light dinner
from some reasons, he never asked me to go even we hav special moment
e.g when valentine's day.. he never asked me out even give a bar of chocolate =(
also when my birthday, he never asked me too until i asked him to go out to small genting. n he never talked to me when we havin our dinner. its suck! that is my fuckin worse bday ever i had in my life.
=( i know he isnt romantic person, but however, girl likes to get some surprises or something to make her looks more special.
n i want it so badly..
=(
i want hav the best moment ever i had in my life wit u
we dont have longer time to spend, so pleaseee...
make it memorable for me. make me think that im special for u, even only one night.

yk has boys night out wif irfan,erick,jwoo, hisham
bcos of hisham bday
n no one let yk or irfan to contact wif his gf.
now, im stayin over in irfan's house wif jeje n alysa...

exammmmm! yeahhh.
monday = english (f*ck)
wend = ib ( omg! f*ck!f*ck!!!!)
i hate those subjects
bless me god! =(

Sunday, May 9, 2010

my last post =p

hahhaa.
i just read trough my last post n realized that i wont do all my "101 things to do wif ur bf/gf"
hahha
the list got like " making love... blablabla... "
hahhaa. so funny
i wont do al of the list
soo embarrassing

still got 2 weeks to go for exam
i hope i can go thru it
i also still got portfolio for my commtech
one test for ib chapter 7 n 12
also test for eng about the plays
i hope i can do those things perfectly
hehe
i believe that God may bless me n giv me his miracle so i can get higher marks
hehe

next 4th of june, me n yk will b goin to sg
im so excited
wooohooooo
we r goin to watch 'song of the sea'
cos yk wants to watch it
and also goin to UNIVERSAL STUDIO
wooohooo
sg also got BIG SALE in june
it will b perfect for our trip
and we will b goin jakarta n last trip is semarangggg
=(

omiigootttt
i will not meet him anymore after thatt
soo sadd
but i believe
our trust love patient etc
will make us stronger to do our Long distance relationship
=)
ilovu hunn. wish all the best for ur uvii
hehe

oiya. my dad just told me that we r goin (maybe) hongkong, europe, or ausie for lebaran hols
actually i want to go to japan againn
i want to buy all my mickeys stuffs
heheh

and i also just searching some stuffs thru internet
hehe
i want hermes belt, gucci bag, gucci sunglasses, and also hermes wallet
hehehe
sooo fuckin expensivee
but i want those things so badly =(
hehe
i wish i could buy those. haha

oiya. my mom just thinkin bout SLR
yeaa. i asked her to buy it.
hopefully she accepts me to buy it
wwooohhhoooo
=)

Monday, May 3, 2010

time~

its been so long i havent update my blog yet..
so many things to do in this last month..
2 more weeks to go n i will get to the gate of freedome. hoho

i try to type in English
even though my grammar is very kacau...
haha

time flows so quick..
actually im really happy
cos i can enjoy my holiday n meet up with my family n friends..
also trip to singapore, jakarta, semarang wif my bf..
but sometimes,i really want make time goes more slowly
too fast for me to say ' c u soon ' to yongky
( i dont like to say 'good bye')
yeaaa.. he is goin to china for his uni
i hope all the best for him
but i think when he goin away
my life will get a lil mess
how come we r separate in 2 different countries
in fact, we meet up everyday
n he usually sleeps over at my room
its really comfort to do everything wif him
even though i sleep, i could feel that he always protects over me
he always hugs me when i get nightmare
he never wants me to get into problems
he always wants to help me in every condition
for me,like he doesnt want to miss anything about me
and he also hides his problem from me
he doent want me to think all his problems
he always helps me in my college
gives me support
he does anything for me to make me happy
he such a perfect guy for me
even i dont like some his habit

i donno wat should i do this few weeks
sometimes i don want to meet him everyday
cos it will b difficult to me to face tat he wont near me anymore in the future
but i really want to spend all my time wif him
even we meet up n do nothing
near him is more than i need
maybe when u read this post
u think that im such a "lebay" person
but its all a fact
its all wat i feel
i hav to face it even very hard for me

i really want spend al my time wif him
i lov him so muuchhhh

LOV U, YONGKY HANDRIAN KOTY
i think u r my last guy who i love.
(even we don now how our future will b
lol)
=)

hey! i just found this in fb.
n i want to do it actually
but i think no need laa.
cos yk not a romantc guy.
haha
101 things to do wif ur bf/gf

1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Take showers together.
3. Back rubs/massages.
4. Listen to classical music and cuddle in the dark
or w/blacklight.
5. French Kiss.
6. Hold her w/ hands inside the back of her shirt.
7. Whisper to each other.
8. Cook for each other
9. Skinny dip.
10. Make out in the rain.
11. Dress each other.
12. Undress each other.
13. Kiss every part of their body.
14. Hold hands.
15. Sleep together. (Actually sleep with each
other*not
sex)
16. One word*Foreplay
17. Sit and talk in just underwear.
18. Buy gifts for each other.
19. Roses.
20. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear
it
every time you*re together.
21. Wear his clothes.
22. Find a nice secluded place to lie and watch the
stars.
23. Incense/candles/oils/blacklights and music make
great for sex (cuddling)
24. Kiss at every chance you get.
25. Don*t wear underwear and let them find out.
26. Kinky is bad*Blindfolds are good.
27. Lightly kiss their collarbone and their
jawbone just below the ear,then whisper I love you.
28. Bubble baths.
29. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
30. Make love.
31. Write poetry for each other.
32. Kiss/smell her hair.
33. Hugs are the universal medicine.
34. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make
sure they know you mean it.
35. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.
36. Tell her that she*s the only girl you ever want.
Don*t lie.
37. Spend every second possible together.
38. Tell her that she doesn*t have to do anything she
doesn*t want to. And mean it.
39. Look into each other*s eyes.
40. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes,
tell her you love her,and kiss her lightly.
41. Talk to each other using only body language and
your eyes.
42. When in public, only flirt w/ each other.
43. Walk behind her and put your hands in her front
pockets.
44. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren*t
looking.
45. Clothes are no fun.
46. Buy her a ring.
47. Keep one of her bras somewhere where you see it
everyday.
48. Sing to each other.
49. Read to each other.
50. PDA = Public Display of Affection.
51. Take advantage of any time alone together.
52. Tell her about how you answered every question in
math with her name.
53. Draw. (If you can)
54. Let her sit on your lap.
55. Go hiking and camp out together in the woods or
on a mountain.
56. Lips were made for kissing. So were eyes, and
fingers,and cheeks,and collarbones, and hands,and
ears.
57. Kiss her stomach.
58. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
59. Guys like half-shirts.
60. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two
deal.
61. Spaghetti* (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
62. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand
and then put it over your heart.
63. Unless you can feel their heart beating, you
aren*t close enough.
64. Dance together.
65. Sit in front of a roaring fire and make out/make
love.
66. I love the way a girl looks right after she*s
fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
67. Carry her to bed.
68. Waterbeds are fun.
69. You figure it out.
70. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so
that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
71. Break every one of your parent*s relationship
rules for them.
72. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
73. Even if you are really busy doing something, go
out of your way to call and say I love you.
74. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you
were thinking about them.
75. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
76. Ride your bike 8 miles just to see them for a few
hours.
77. Ride home and call them.
78. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
79. Somehow incorporate them into any kind of
religion or worship you have.
80. Be Prince Charming to her parents. (Brownie
Points)
81. Act out mutual fantasies together. (Not
necessarily sexual)
82. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
83. Stay up all night to think of 101 ways to be
sweet to them.
84. Hang out with his/her friends. (more brownie
points)
85. Go to church/pray/worship together.
86. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the
parts she liked.
87. Cuddle together under a full moon on a clear
night.
88. Learn from each other and don*t make the same
mistake twice.
89. Everyone deserves a second chance.
90. Describe the joy you feel just to be with
him/her.
91. Make sacrifices for each other.
92. Really love each other, or don*t stay together.
93. Write a fictional story about how you met/fell in
love, etc. and give it to them.
94. Let there never be a second during any given day
that you aren*t thinking about them, and make sure
they know it.
95. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
96. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
97. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
98. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
99. Sleep naked together.
100. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
101. Never forget the kiss goodnight. And
always remember to say, "Sweet dreams.