Friday, May 21, 2010
todayyy!
Sunday, May 9, 2010
my last post =p
i just read trough my last post n realized that i wont do all my "101 things to do wif ur bf/gf"
hahha
the list got like " making love... blablabla... "
hahhaa. so funny
i wont do al of the list
soo embarrassing
still got 2 weeks to go for exam
i hope i can go thru it
i also still got portfolio for my commtech
one test for ib chapter 7 n 12
also test for eng about the plays
i hope i can do those things perfectly
hehe
i believe that God may bless me n giv me his miracle so i can get higher marks
hehe
next 4th of june, me n yk will b goin to sg
im so excited
wooohooooo
we r goin to watch 'song of the sea'
cos yk wants to watch it
and also goin to UNIVERSAL STUDIO
wooohooo
sg also got BIG SALE in june
it will b perfect for our trip
and we will b goin jakarta n last trip is semarangggg
=(
omiigootttt
i will not meet him anymore after thatt
soo sadd
but i believe
our trust love patient etc
will make us stronger to do our Long distance relationship
=)
ilovu hunn. wish all the best for ur uvii
hehe
oiya. my dad just told me that we r goin (maybe) hongkong, europe, or ausie for lebaran hols
actually i want to go to japan againn
i want to buy all my mickeys stuffs
heheh
and i also just searching some stuffs thru internet
hehe
i want hermes belt, gucci bag, gucci sunglasses, and also hermes wallet
hehehe
sooo fuckin expensivee
but i want those things so badly =(
hehe
i wish i could buy those. haha
oiya. my mom just thinkin bout SLR
yeaa. i asked her to buy it.
hopefully she accepts me to buy it
wwooohhhoooo
=)
Monday, May 3, 2010
time~
so many things to do in this last month..
2 more weeks to go n i will get to the gate of freedome. hoho
i try to type in English
even though my grammar is very kacau...
haha
time flows so quick..
actually im really happy
cos i can enjoy my holiday n meet up with my family n friends..
also trip to singapore, jakarta, semarang wif my bf..
but sometimes,i really want make time goes more slowly
too fast for me to say ' c u soon ' to yongky
( i dont like to say 'good bye')
yeaaa.. he is goin to china for his uni
i hope all the best for him
but i think when he goin away
my life will get a lil mess
how come we r separate in 2 different countries
in fact, we meet up everyday
n he usually sleeps over at my room
its really comfort to do everything wif him
even though i sleep, i could feel that he always protects over me
he always hugs me when i get nightmare
he never wants me to get into problems
he always wants to help me in every condition
for me,like he doesnt want to miss anything about me
and he also hides his problem from me
he doent want me to think all his problems
he always helps me in my college
gives me support
he does anything for me to make me happy
he such a perfect guy for me
even i dont like some his habit
i donno wat should i do this few weeks
sometimes i don want to meet him everyday
cos it will b difficult to me to face tat he wont near me anymore in the future
but i really want to spend all my time wif him
even we meet up n do nothing
near him is more than i need
maybe when u read this post
u think that im such a "lebay" person
but its all a fact
its all wat i feel
i hav to face it even very hard for me
i really want spend al my time wif him
i lov him so muuchhhh
LOV U, YONGKY HANDRIAN KOTY
i think u r my last guy who i love.
(even we don now how our future will b
lol)
=)
hey! i just found this in fb.
n i want to do it actually
but i think no need laa.
cos yk not a romantc guy.
haha
101 things to do wif ur bf/gf
1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Take showers together.
3. Back rubs/massages.
4. Listen to classical music and cuddle in the dark
or w/blacklight.
5. French Kiss.
6. Hold her w/ hands inside the back of her shirt.
7. Whisper to each other.
8. Cook for each other
9. Skinny dip.
10. Make out in the rain.
11. Dress each other.
12. Undress each other.
13. Kiss every part of their body.
14. Hold hands.
15. Sleep together. (Actually sleep with each
other*not
sex)
16. One word*Foreplay
17. Sit and talk in just underwear.
18. Buy gifts for each other.
19. Roses.
20. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear
it
every time you*re together.
21. Wear his clothes.
22. Find a nice secluded place to lie and watch the
stars.
23. Incense/candles/oils/blacklights and music make
great for sex (cuddling)
24. Kiss at every chance you get.
25. Don*t wear underwear and let them find out.
26. Kinky is bad*Blindfolds are good.
27. Lightly kiss their collarbone and their
jawbone just below the ear,then whisper I love you.
28. Bubble baths.
29. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
30. Make love.
31. Write poetry for each other.
32. Kiss/smell her hair.
33. Hugs are the universal medicine.
34. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make
sure they know you mean it.
35. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.
36. Tell her that she*s the only girl you ever want.
Don*t lie.
37. Spend every second possible together.
38. Tell her that she doesn*t have to do anything she
doesn*t want to. And mean it.
39. Look into each other*s eyes.
40. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes,
tell her you love her,and kiss her lightly.
41. Talk to each other using only body language and
your eyes.
42. When in public, only flirt w/ each other.
43. Walk behind her and put your hands in her front
pockets.
44. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren*t
looking.
45. Clothes are no fun.
46. Buy her a ring.
47. Keep one of her bras somewhere where you see it
everyday.
48. Sing to each other.
49. Read to each other.
50. PDA = Public Display of Affection.
51. Take advantage of any time alone together.
52. Tell her about how you answered every question in
math with her name.
53. Draw. (If you can)
54. Let her sit on your lap.
55. Go hiking and camp out together in the woods or
on a mountain.
56. Lips were made for kissing. So were eyes, and
fingers,and cheeks,and collarbones, and hands,and
ears.
57. Kiss her stomach.
58. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
59. Guys like half-shirts.
60. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two
deal.
61. Spaghetti* (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
62. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand
and then put it over your heart.
63. Unless you can feel their heart beating, you
aren*t close enough.
64. Dance together.
65. Sit in front of a roaring fire and make out/make
love.
66. I love the way a girl looks right after she*s
fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
67. Carry her to bed.
68. Waterbeds are fun.
69. You figure it out.
70. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so
that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
71. Break every one of your parent*s relationship
rules for them.
72. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
73. Even if you are really busy doing something, go
out of your way to call and say I love you.
74. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you
were thinking about them.
75. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
76. Ride your bike 8 miles just to see them for a few
hours.
77. Ride home and call them.
78. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
79. Somehow incorporate them into any kind of
religion or worship you have.
80. Be Prince Charming to her parents. (Brownie
Points)
81. Act out mutual fantasies together. (Not
necessarily sexual)
82. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
83. Stay up all night to think of 101 ways to be
sweet to them.
84. Hang out with his/her friends. (more brownie
points)
85. Go to church/pray/worship together.
86. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the
parts she liked.
87. Cuddle together under a full moon on a clear
night.
88. Learn from each other and don*t make the same
mistake twice.
89. Everyone deserves a second chance.
90. Describe the joy you feel just to be with
him/her.
91. Make sacrifices for each other.
92. Really love each other, or don*t stay together.
93. Write a fictional story about how you met/fell in
love, etc. and give it to them.
94. Let there never be a second during any given day
that you aren*t thinking about them, and make sure
they know it.
95. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
96. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
97. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
98. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
99. Sleep naked together.
100. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
101. Never forget the kiss goodnight. And
always remember to say, "Sweet dreams.
Monday, March 15, 2010
HOLIDAY =)
Semua tak 'kan mampu mengubahku
Hanyalah kau yang ada di relungku
Hanyalah dirimu mampu membuatku jatuh dan mencinta
Kau bukan hanya sekedar indah
Kau tak akan terganti
Sunday, February 7, 2010
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Saturday, December 26, 2009
23 - 25 /12/09
hmmnnn.
baru aja pulang dari RS, langsung update blog =)
banyak yang mau aku ceritain tapi ga bs =(
aku ga tau harus cerita ma sapa
tgl 23 kemaren aku msuk RS skitar jam 5an. memang smua kepenuhin keinginannku.
tapi ternata ga enak. eh, tapi setelah aku pulang, di pikir2, aku ga mau plg aja.
ga tau napa dari tanggal 23 ampe skg aku masi ngerasa terasingkan. ga ada yang perduli.
keluarga aku ga ada yang perduliin aku kayanya.
tgl 24, mulai jam 3an uda di tinggal di RS sendirian, ampe jam 8 janji dateng, tapi tnyata dtg jam 10an. itu aja cm nganter simon.
tgl 25, mulai jam 1 uda di tinggal.
tgl 26, jam 12 uda di tinggal.
smua keknya ga ada yang care dikitpun de. =(
smua aku lakuin sendiri. bahkan hari terakhir pun yang jmput cm papi.
mami berendana ga sama sekali ke rs
waktu tgl 25 mami ga mau ke rs sebenernya, ngantuk katanya. dia ke rs cm perlu jmput simon, lgs pulang.
hati anak mana sih yang ga sakit tau gitu. jesi di rs cuma bisa senyum2, ketawa2, ngilat ini itu kalo ada mereka.
apa mereka ga nyadar betapa butuhnya jesi akan mereka??
tiap suster yang dateng tanyain kok ga ada yang tungguin. jujur aja.
dengan smua alasan2 fakta yang ada, jesi malu ngomongnya.
ga tau uda sejuta sekian kebohongan yang jesi keluarin buat sembunyiin.
tiap suster jg tanya jesi skul dmn, blalalala. mereka ngerasa jesi uda mandiri tinggal di my tanpa keluarga.
tapi taukah mereka?? HATI JESII MASI BELUM DEWASA UNTUK DI TINGGAL SENDIRI.
betapa sakit hati jesi ngerasanya.
jesi di indo. di semarang. kok bs ampe segitunya ga sudi liat jesi rasanya.
mungkin jesi bs terima kalo jesi dalam keadaan di my. karena jauh.
selama di rs, smua jesi lakuin sendiri. dengan kondisi yang ga tau lah rasanya. ambil makanan, smua2nya.
bahkan bagi jesi orang yang paling perduliin jesi cm suster2 yang tiap saat ng'chek'in jesi
itu pun jesi terima aja, walo jesi tau itu mmg tugas mereka.
-sorry yk-
sorry,mgkn jesi ga bs blg lgs,.
jesi tau kalo mmg yk ga bs dateng. tapi kadang2 jesi masi susah buat face it!
smua suusah bgt. ga ada keluarga.
kadang2 jesi bisa nerima. tapi kayanya yk jg ga ada wkt buat temeni jesi.
wktu yk nonton, balesnya aja uda ga enak.
maen skate, keknya ga mo di ganggu.
jesi dateng ke jkt buat seneng2 aja bs. yk dateng ke sni karena jesi sakit aja ga bs.
kadang2 itu yang ada di otak jesi yang buat jesi ga terima.
pengen rasanya marah2. tapi jesi sadar. jesi terlalu egois buat pengenin itu smua.
-aku rindu setengah mati kepada mu. sungguh ku ingin kau tau. aku rindu, setengah mati.-
kalo ada kesempatan, 1 menit pun ketemu,mungkin jesi bs bahagia. ga perlu 1 jam, 1 menit pun cukup.
selama di rs, jesi cm bisa nangis. memang ga ada enaknya.
tapi mmg air mata jesi minta jatuh.
jesi ga tau apa yang jesi rasain. smua keknya jauh n ga mau perduli.
yk sll bilang ada yk yang temeni jesi.
tapi ga sesuai kenyataan.
tapi jesi jg ga bs minta lebih, karena jesi jg blm bisa nyenengin dia n jesi ga sepatutnya minta lebih.
3 hari ini ga tau kenapa, jesi ngerasa jesi bukan siapa2 n ga patut ada.
i just want to die.
i just want it.
jangan biarkan damai yang selama ni ada di hati jesi tb2 hilang. tolong. jangan.
jesi selalu mikir aja. mungkin jesi tll sensi. karena jesi ga bs makan.
kan ngaruh bgt kek orang diet, smuanya jd sensi.
jesi berharap, jesi yang salah.
**
o ya. ga tau napa, jesi rasain banget sayang papi sekarang.
umn. yang bikin kaget, papi sll ngomongin yk.
keknya setuju bgt ma yk. bahkan nanyain mulu.
papi tanya sama jesi, ntar xincia kalo bs dateng smg.
padahal dulu pas jesi sama stefan, papi ga pernah mau setiap acara keluarga pacar jesi ikut. karena urusan keluarga.
apalagi kalo pacar jesi ampe nginep rumah. bisa meledak2.
ini beda abis. dia mala welcome bgt sama yk, bahkan ajakin xincia sama kluarga jesi.
aneh sih. tapi jesi terima aja =)
jesi senenggg abis.
baru kali ini papi bs terima pacar jesi. =)
thx god.
L.O.V.E
-Jesii-
Monday, December 21, 2009
3 weeks already =)
oke. mulai.
=)
yipiieeeeeeee
hari ini uda memasuki 3 minggu hidupku bersama YONGKY =)
lov u even more bebbbbb ^^
o ya. kemaren hari sabtu aku baru aja plg dari jakarta
hahhaha
menyenaannngggkkaaannnnnn =)
ndeso fam berkumpul di sana (walo ga lengkap ) =p
aku sempet ke bandung n puncak jg
hehehe
setidaknya jesi menghabiskan 10 hari tanpa omelan dari mami-papi
hahaah
tapi abis pulang ke smg, malemnya jesi sakit ampe skg =(
kyaaaaa~
umnn. mo ngomong apa lg yaaaa
--a
bingunggggg
aku masi ga nyangkaaaa,..
ternyata jesi tu pacar yongky
sejak awal ketemu,smua biasa aja
bahkan qt punya hidup masing2 yang qt slg ga tauu
tapii skg smua berubah. dan jesi masi ga nyangka =)
thx 4 lovin me,yong =)
cerita apa lg ya, o ya. duiitttkkuuu devisiiittt!
mammproooottttt
--a
diperkirakan ga bs makan n shopping di my nii
TT
perincian =
duit di bank 10,000
deposit condo (itung aja) 1,500
totalll sementarraaaaa = 11,5oo
pengeluaran @month = 1,000
total = 10,500
di pnjm irfan = 1,000
di pnjm cha2 = 650
total2 = 8,850
DUIT SEKARANG DI BANK!!!!! = 6,300
jadiiiiiiii, devisit = 2,550
terus jesi blg sama mami duit jesi tgl 9,000, kalo gt, jesi devisit skg = 150?
lho. kok 150 ya? adu. jadi bingung.
tadi itung2 1000an kok??
lho?lho?
kok jd membingungkannn ya??
lah! mampus. mana yang bener ya. swt
ah bodo lah!
intinya jesi defisit ajaa! =(
tadi itungannya kan duit jesi 6,300
tambah irfan 1,000
sama cha2 650
kira2 aja di pas'in jadi 8,000
jesi blg ama mami kalo duit jesi tgl 9,000
jadi kan defisit 1,000
tp kok di situ tulisnya 250 dong ya??
aduh. pusing ah.
haaahhaha
intinnyaaaaaa
jesi pusing memikirkan hidup2 jesi selanjutnya
yang ga tau mo makan apa n ngapain =(
next sem, jesi ambil accounting, eng 4c, n IB
aduuu. takut abisss
soalnya tenses jesi kan kurang baguusss
--a
moga2 pada bantu jesi. pusing soalnya. hahahha
jesi berharap banyak ama yongky. soalnya, jesi yakin dia bs bantu jesi
jesi percaya. walo jesi sadar kalo jesi itu sangat teramat tamat merepotkan sekali =p
mohon bantuannya ya. wkwkkwkw
maaf n thx n tolong yaaa,yong =)
uda ah. liat laptop bikin tambah pusing 0.o
hehehe
moga2 ni laptop jg jadi ganti secepetnyaaaa ya
hahhahaah
=)
good nite,muaaacchhh
Jesii





